it amazes me that this trip is [almost] behind me now. in eleven hours, i will be on a plane, flying home. the future i dreamed of became the present and now it will live as a memory. it’s nine o’ clock on monday evening, i am back in montreal for one last night. i have been in my friend’s teeny apartment since six o’ clock. i have not done much & i can report the same about the majority of my twenty evenings in quebec.
i have not been bored once. i didn’t know it was possible. it is as if God gave me a special grace for this trip — one of patience, of being still, of not wishing for the next thing. i had expectations for these weeks of travel. i expected God to speak, to encourage, to teach, to reveal. a new year is coming. as a twenty-one-year-old entering 2012, it’s time to act. it’s time to be the woman God wants me to be. to serve Jesus [& His church] like He deserves to be served.
i have reached deeper into the Word than ever before & He has not disappointed. God is good, this i know, this i believe, this i want to shout! the more i have read, the more God has given me a heart for the Bible: his living, breathing, active letter of love for us. i want to search out His heart and the best part is, again and again, He promises that when we look for Him, there He is waiting.
Those who know your name trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you. Psalm 9:10 — The Lord is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him. Lamentations 3:25
i have absolutely nothing to lose & everything to gain. i am thankful for the scriptures and the prayers God has put in my heart during these weeks. i am thankful for the vision he has given me for my future. i am thankful that i never walk alone. Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9
my heart is exploding.
ps. thanks for following my blog as i’ve been away. appreciate every person who takes the time to read my words. if you’d like to see all more posts from quebec, you can click that link. same goes for my writing about my life, my travels or my faith.